I am happy with life right now. Still wish I had a special someone, but with the new dog (Tony's the most adorable little guy ever) I don't feel so lonely. ... man that sounds pathetic... anyway I wanted to post something that sounded at least a bit happier than what was up.
Lots of changes seem to be going down. I'm working on a novel, parts of which I may or may not post here... still debating. In general, life is good. I'm playing WoW again, on a server called.... MoonGuard I think... for those of you that care. Got several characters, so, if you do care to find me in the game, drop me a line and I'll let you know who's where.

school.. yes, school is good, even though I don't have the books yet stupid slow amazon.... I'm going to bed now

Tell me I'm not alone
Let me cry to you my problems
Let me sing to you my joy
Hold me when I'm crying
And I'll hold you when you're sad

Tell me that you love me
See beauty in my eyes
And no sorrow in my smile
Support me in my ventures
And you can lean on me

Tell that I'm beautiful
At the early crack of dawn
Tell me that you need me
Tell me I belong



Feeling lonely tonight, because no one will answer their phone. I've had enough of being alone, I need to go out. I'll try for a movie first. Haven't felt like drinking for a while now, I had a feeling things would change after I moved.... but change kinda hurts, and it's hard. But I'll get through it. Hopefully someone calls back. maybe not tonight but sometime, I'm losing touch with all my friends, and why does making new ones have to be so freakin hard?! Why don't they teach you how to talk to people in school instead of telling you to be quiet and sit still? that's not gonna help you at all in the real world. Except in meetings...boring briefings and such. I was a good student for a while, so quiet, and never speaking out of turn. but later people thought I was weird for not hanging out with anyone on a regular basis. Even to the point of thinking I was stuck up! I couldn't believe it, they thought I was a snob because I barely spoke to anyone. That didn't help at all... So here I am. Quiet and alone, and desperately grasping for any substantial human contact. I feel so pathetic for it.

Not mine, it's a trilogy. The first of which I have just finished, only perhaps a few hours before writing this. Eragon is an excelent book, I loved every second. But mostly I just revelled in the thought that I was reading again, and I was reading something good. I was adventuring again. I always feel like I'm with the character in the story. The good ones anyway. Something like how 'The Neverending Story' worked. I swear, I have not had such a grand experience since The Sword of Truth by Terry Goodkind. I wonder if I could ever write that well. I suppose there's an advantage when you have editors and such on your side. All I've got is my family, who say everything I write is very good, but just because I wrote it. Maybe Dreaming Destiny just needs a little polishing up. The problem is, I never write anything terribly bad happening to my characters. Nobody dies, nobody's captured by the enemy, and nobody who matters ever betrays. I guess I'm just too soft for real writing.

cool game, very cool. I have several characters there already, I love them all... except maybe Shokkah...she's odd, I don't know why I made her that way, I just did. they're all fun to play, anyway. hang around long enough and you'll find some friends, people are always inviting people to join teams and supergroups and stuff. Only bad part is if you're in a SuperGroup, you need to have City of Villians in order to access the base. my group has a message board and pictures, the bas looks really cool, I'm just sad that I can't get in

Phillip is NOT a horse's name! one of the things that got to me the most about the Narnia movie was that durn horse. If you have read A Horse and His Boy, you know that Narnian horses don't have human names, they're not human. And talking Narnian horses are not ridden for silly reasons like chasing a white stag... on second thought, maybe it's ok, maybe the pursuit of the stag was a noble cause or whatever.... ok, I'm done ranting. The battle was cool, that centaur rocked, and the flight of gryphons. It looked very nice, but they messed up some of my favorite lines.